missy00 has her says。。。

2011-01-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

It was a being-alone but not lonely Saturday, as my Mr.B back to his hometown in the weekends. Somehow i felt boring. It reminisced me the old days when i just moved to Cyberjaya. The days was not easy but always remind me when u feel life sucks, its just meaning that u need to transform the way you think until u feel like u r accepted by the thing you care. Time will tell. Get through it , just get through!

The Saturday ended up with my realization of " when i am all alone, i am just a nothing." So, once again I understand why would we need family, friends and life partner.Because of having them, we know that we are cared and loved. we are not nothing.Thank you Mr.B for the one-day-leaving-me.Now u know how important u could be for me.I hope its never too late to express this for u, my lover.

For everything I have, i feel thankful. That's the only way for a lousy person like me can do to feel how wonderful a gifted life can be. However, my wish is still a all-time thankful heart. Lastly,I hope everyone a good life too, until you beg GOD stop giving you anymore.aal-izz-well.for u and me=)


my macho B.顶天立地好男人。谢谢你的不离不弃。不要再怪什么“上辈子不懂修了什么福才会认识到我这个大只女”，好好爱我吧！这辈子就委屈你了。감사합니다,오바.

祝福你最好最好的！愿你一生快乐，安稳与健康。虽然很老土，但是好的你最好收哦。不然，恶魔出现你遭殃。哈哈。

With a heart filled with love,
Bella

岁月让友情，变得更珍贵更美丽

2011-01-02T10:44:00.000-08:00

岁月虽然带走了青春，但也给很多东西增添价值与意义。
岁月给爸爸添了白发，但也给了他为孩子付出的努力更深厚的意义。
岁月给妈妈添了皱纹，但也给了她为孩子付出的爱心更无价的珍贵。
岁月与操劳给我们的手一天一天地变粗厚，但也给我们付出的努力更大的肯定与回报。
岁月很可怕，岁月把女人变老，但同时，我们从岁月中蜕变，给自己找到生命真谛。
愿岁月让友情，变得更珍贵更美丽。变老也值得=）

p/s:虽然男人再怎么也爱青春，这是定理我不能改变，所以看着办吧，同胞们。XD

2010-12-20T10:41:00.000-08:00

我的心很奇怪,身体活再当下,但时常会想念某些人某些事.
在这冷冰冰的夜晚,我特别特别想念家人,尤其是妈妈.
今天与她通电,听她描述家里的一些琐事时,有听得出一些心事.
当时睡意正浓的我,没有与妈妈更多交谈,现在觉得很惭愧.
有很多种母女之间的爱与相处方式,而我希望自己到了这年纪,能够成为我妈妈信赖与倾诉的对象,而我妈妈正需要的就是这种.
记得一次我与她俩人出游,当天妈妈在车上与我聊了很多.
其中最令我记得的事,妈妈有点小投诉姐姐回国那么久,都没真正坐下来与她聊天过.
这很深刻,因为提醒我,妈她最需要的,是女儿细腻的关心与体谅,而是丈夫与儿子较难给到的.
很爱很爱她,但却未足够表现过.
所有好的道理与体会,总要被提醒着.
不然,时间会让人遗忘这些.
今晚真得很想念妈妈~

希望能与我的女朋友们分享这,
贝拉.

2010-11-26T13:22:00.000-08:00

It was a very first ever Friday to have dating with SuetSuet and the low-profile-pretend-to-be.XD
A nice chilling-out session started with the dinner at Sushi Zanmai, movie and yamcha.
There are alot of fashionable citizens everywhere and filled our eyes with colourful and branded fashion items, which is the favourite topic between me and the low profile one.
Too wasted to forget our mission of visiting LV branch today, to examine how far our courage can go. We went for the movie titled as " Bruce Lee,My Brother".
It is a nice movie that full of humourous and funny scenes, as I didn't expect anything since earlier.
The leading character is so handsome,too irresistible!
A thankful day=)

life is about making choice.

2010-11-25T06:24:00.000-08:00

课后一个人回家的路上，熟悉的风景让人不禁感叹四年就这么快要过去了。

当初的一个任性选择，带给我现在的一切，这一切曾经是烂透的一切，充满抱怨充满悔恨。

最重要的学生责任做得不好，足于为原以为光明的前程画下句号。

有霎那的一刻，假设了很多如果，如果当初我不是那么的天真那么的向往不知所谓的自由，我应

该不用花了那么多钱换取一个前途茫茫。

life is about making choice.

就是要一种精神叫做不认输，不要向糟糕的情况认输。

我感谢自己有朋友的辅助，这不懂是不是老天偷偷赐我灵感与智慧再加贵人，把当初烂透的一切转化成美好。

观念真得很重要。

一念天堂，一念地狱。

要努力，要不断寻求智慧，好让自己的选择不成为遗憾！

亲爱的你,都赞同吗?

Missy 00.

2010-11-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

每一刻每一秒都要不停地学习，就算是休闲的星期天，就算是无所事事的一天。
做过的事，说过的话，都要反省，思考到底自己对了吗。
最难听的话，总是出自于最亲的人。我常常做这种事。
三番思考后，给自己对的理由是，因为真得很在乎很着紧对方，才会被情绪牵动，说出别人最不像听到的难听事实，希望对方可以想得长远一些。

但是。。。。
有时候，人生实在太辛苦，何必要太过于清醒太过于计较呢？每个人都有无奈，无奈地忍受，无奈地选择，无奈地把问题视而不见。而拙拙相逼地要别人清醒，未免太残忍太不解人情了。在反省下自己，身边的人何尝不是对自己很体谅吗？因为别人重来不给我听难听的话，总是用更好的方式鼓励我。而我却没有这份宽容这份智慧。我真得很错，想法很极端，以为自己设身为他人想过了就能够对亲人说出别人都不敢讲出来的事实。

话语要被点缀，无论是对家人或情人或朋友，别人才听得进。我真的要努力学习这说话的艺术了，因为我不想变成连我自己都讨厌自己的人。与大家共勉之~

p/s:残酷的，不顺耳的事实，如果最亲的人不能说出口，那等到别人告诉自己时，会不会有点迟了呢？就算是家人也好，给予的是扶持与祝福，至于是要点醒对方，那就见仁见智了。

过去，我总认为，身边有家人有朋友，就算是没什么成功也很足够。但随着日子过去，我也慢慢明白，自己的人生还是要自己承担。到了某些阶段，大家都会有自己新的家庭，原来的家已变成不一样了。而原来以为的幸福已不再~~

所有东西都是一场空，真得没必要把自己的幸福看得那么大。

3 idiots

2010-11-13T10:40:00.000-08:00

Have been spending the Saturday for watching an Indian movie named "3 idiots" twice. It is a movie worth to take my whole day time. I could say there are many inspiring, encouraging, touching and laughing scenes in this movie. It is believed that majority of student would think this movie has told the story of us, especially engineering student. Anyway, the thought of changing the perspective of a society and education system isn't easy at all. I would still going on my way as others, and only hoping for luck to bring me better life. haha yeah thats me,a very low effectiveness and productiveness person has no way to hope for success. Isn't it? By the way, if u want to success one day, never do thing by just following others. having your own perspective and vision will make you a great thing in future.and of course effort will alwayts the useful partLet's cross the fingers and hope we always blessed by inspirations.

2010-11-13T10:21:00.000-08:00

真，善，美，这种完美的女人哪里找？有的，照照镜子，反省自己，然后想想能够怎么做到。那你就是那个美丽的女人了。去吧，努力吧。我们虽然都是凡人，虽然改变一切骨子里还是当初的我们，但至少你没有站在原地踏着原来的步伐，改变了也不忘记骨子里的那个你就好。加油！

2010-11-11T11:25:00.000-08:00

亲爱的朋友，我最近过得很好，肥肥白白，好吃好住，努力读书，增加智慧。最值得感恩的事，身边都纷纷出现贵人。
但是，我也有想念风风雨雨的过去，有我潇洒荒唐又疯狂的痕迹，还有扶持我爬起来的朋友们。也许更准确的事，我想念的是那些贵人们。生活回到正常轨道，然而我们各自都为自己生活忙碌努力。再一次证明，长大的代价就是与朋友们的相处时间越来越少。但是也随着变得更珍贵！

此时此刻的心境：以平静的心态活在当下，把热情燃烧的思念藏在心中。努力地赚取快乐的回忆，好让以后的路走得更稳更长。all the best,people=)

With lotsa 思念,
Missy00

2010-10-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

New trimester has officially arrived.Oh come on, its all about stress and Im still dreaming the days in HK.two trimesters left to stay in MMU.Feel like myself has been missed out alot of precious chance to make good memories with friends in MMU.too bad that FYP is cruel enough to kill our sweet time in university and I really miss those sweet time especially in week1 of every trimester. missing my friends so much.I hope can hanging out with them, having high-tea time, lepak in Cyberia park and chit chatting nonstoply.However, as i said,I still have few trimesters to go in MMU.Must appreciate these days and make more good times with friends.Love life.

人生有共同进退的战友，真是种福气！！！！

2010-10-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

美梦成真，原来这么真实。
人生第一次搭飞机，第一次飞到地球另一个角落，千言万语尽在不言中，真是感恩真是幸福。
愿大家多坚持一点点，追求自己梦寐以求的东西。

back to reality,and Im ready for all coming challenges.Life goes on and time wouldn't stop by and wait me.Gambateh everyone.good luck is so much appreciated!!!!=)

with lotsa love and energy,
missy00

p/s: missing my uni frens badly!!!

2010-09-15T11:44:00.000-07:00

感谢实习的环境，让我获得机会，进一步了解世界地图。当然，并不是记得所有的国家和位置，但是还得抱着一点儿的羞耻心承认,我是最近才分清七大洲.

七大洲有亚洲、非洲、南极洲、南美洲、北美洲、欧洲、大洋洲。四大洋则有太平洋、大西洋、印度洋、北冰洋。

嗯，真是抱歉在此像小学生一样学习地理。孤陋寡闻这种事甭提了。再继续讨论认识地图为我带来的改变。
分清七大洲让我有效地了解报章报道的各国政治，譬如北韩朝鲜与南韩的政治，中东一些国家的政治地位，巴基斯坦及印度还有很多国家落后地区的妇女凄惨命运。
对于这些根深已久的问题，我懂得几乎是1%而已，真的少得丢脸。但是，懂的目的是，不让自己当个思想很“窄”(又称narrow-minded)又活在井底的人。

最近在FB阅读了种种关于我国种族纷争的post，一如往常，当你努力当个立场中立的角色时，身为华族的我还是倾向自己的族群比较多一点点。当然，那些激动又刺耳的讽刺与意见，起了化学效果，激起内心的愤怒。与其同时，理智的声音浇熄了怒气，因为“理智”说：“或许是有心人在背后操作，故意挑起种族纷争，如果我也一味地跟随，岂不是被愚弄了？”。知道吗？“理智”永远都头头是道，但缺乏推动力。我还是觉得政府维护土著的利益也稍微过多了，也觉得“一个大马”口号有点刺耳。无可否认，执政的政府从来就不会得到100%的支持，贪污这种陋习到处都有，政治一定是黑暗用尽手段的，我们国家种种的政治问题，我都不予置评，毕竟我不是旁观者。旁观者就是指外国人啊=）
如果要谈论国家政治，我想应该会没完没了吧。所以我让大家省思：“有人说不要问国家能够给你什么，只问你能给国家带来什么。”哈哈，真是个让人语塞的一句话啊。慢着，我可不是要提倡什么“你的一票可以改变国家命运”，以及任何政治立场，只是简单地分享，希望大家可以悟出更有力更把握的智慧，改变改变。

结论：乱七八糟地从七大洲谈到国家问题，我真是个贪心爱八卦的人啊，什么都爱懂。

与你共眠之：当局者迷，旁观者清.

2010-09-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

转眼间，九月来临了，实习的日子将要结束。时间啊，真有种！每分每秒都在证明自己越来越少，丝毫也怠慢地把时间带走。还有四个月，我们又将要迎接新的一年。所以啊，我们都要加把劲去完成今年定下的目标。
我的习惯就是，久久才update一次。随性地谈谈在过去那段日子，我生活里有了什么插曲。
internship的日子，我比较常阅读世事报道了。然后看了韩剧IRIS,就启发我对国际政治的兴趣。当自己开始留意新闻时，又更了解自己多么的井底之蛙。记得有那么一天，一位中东的同事与我聊起报章上关于阿富汗的一起爆炸时间，然后就提及了中东一些国家的政治问题。谈话期间，同事对我的一窍不通难以置信。当下可真尴尬极了。哎人啊，真是要善用老天赐我们的脑袋。
再谈一下最近常留意的微博，像是中文版的twitter.喜欢微博的原因是可以关注中港台明星们的日常生活及荧幕下的生活姿态.就如我们所想的，明星们的自拍照很美，生活也有水准，有时候一看就会看上几小时。沉迷！有一样东西是很值得提起的，明星们私底下都是好朋友，而且也想我们有一群好姐妹，好soulmate一样，他们也有！他们爱彼此，爱八卦，爱聚会。他们也有正义感，而是比我们普通人多。最重要的是，很多的他们都拥有很多的正面思想，不断地传达正面信息鼓励别人。唉，看起来，他们就是过着完美的生活嘛。结论是，我爱他们那份强大的正面力量。我想这就是相信世界是美好的人，才会有的那份。所以我也要努力当个快乐的人。

p/s:第一次用手机blogging,真爽！科技的发达，真的很惊叹！如果地球还有五十年，那我真想象不了到时的科技会是怎样的先进了啊！

2010-07-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

爱情的新鲜感，永远都不够。当了爱情寄生虫那么久，不见得自己有资格拥有下一段美好的恋爱。人生啊，可以简单，可以复杂。我想我就是笨的那位，永远为自己选择了后者。

唉，有时候觉得自己真可悲，人生空虚到要用各种物质来满足自己，凭什么学人家当个穷而高尚的人？

2010-07-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

有的时候，当你把自己封闭在房间里，独自哭泣，独自伤心，而外面的世界依然灿烂地热闹着，是不是该把眼泪插干，把伤心的歌换上，把愁感抛在脑后，走出那个角落去找回开心。因为life is too short to sad of.[给充满负能量的你和我]

2010-07-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

放工回家的路上，看着熟悉的一片树林，听着电台播放的no promises, 我的眼泪不知觉地流下。
这一次，一定是负面能量战胜了。是时候努力储存正面能量了。加油吧！

Quote of the day

2010-07-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

Quote of the day : Live like there is no tomorrow.

We knew this quote since long ago.
We understand the meaning, the powerful modification behind this quote.
But Im gonna set it as my quote, to remind myself not to be defeated by negative power.

If there is no tomorrow, I would express my love to everyone I care and I love.
I would give a tight hug to Mr.B,because I have nothing else to give him.
I would use everything to make my parents and granny feel happy.
I would do alot of thing instead of staying home and sleep my weekends away.

A nice song to share here.

Live Like We're Dying from Kris Allen.

Lyrics:

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we let fall out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh - like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash 'til its head on
Why'd we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh, like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

一个快乐的旅程。

2010-07-16T10:03:00.000-07:00

这一次的乐浪之旅，点燃我对旅行的热忱。也许是真的太久没旅行了，我真的真得很兴奋。虽然回到工作岗位已有一星期，但是我的心依然为整个旅程感到雀跃万分。乐浪岛有多美，海水有多清澈，天空有多蔚蓝，沙滩有多干净，一切都不必我多加陈述。不过真的很感恩，再次投向大自然的怀抱。

4 in the morning @ Kuala Terengganu Bus Station. Redang, we are coming. So freaking excited!!!

Me Me Me,so excited and happy at that time, from head to toes, from every inner cell to outer cell.

                                              everyone hates me posing this,lol.

读书时期暗恋五年的对象，现在是我滴brother=)

哈哈，如果回到十年前的我，看到这张合照应该会兴奋到爆吧。嘻嘻。。。

Oh I miss old school times.

我们入住的豪华度假村，彩虹@乐浪。

感谢photograher.很难得有个自然但挺可看的照片。原来在别人眼中我也有这样的一幕。＝）

SNorkelling time!!!

Hot guys @.@

我与美丽又讨人欢心的云朵。

I think both of us look quite hot.hehe.

Every photographer is great because they always capture down the most natural and happy moment. This photo is great to be one of my memory.love it<3

a moment worth me to remember for whole life.=)

Like Like Like!!!误以为自己是美女，lol.

was trying to capture a photo like falling in love with the lens.kinda like it but hope no one would be terrified by this closed up shot.=)

not forget to have one Hercules-themed shot.XD

在爱情世界里，当我选择撕破你的真心，离开你去追逐我要的快乐的当儿，其实快乐的代价是痛苦。

喜欢拍摄自己的脚与天空，因为想要用这双渺小的脚踏遍地球表面。

super likey this natural one!!!

the background is so wonderful, jz like a fake one.

我的影子。沙滩。蓝天。freedom。

大合照.希望再有机会一起去过自力更生的日子。

on the way back@flying boat.

人与人之间的缘分真奇妙。不是什么豪华的旅程，但是却把我的心填得满满的，快乐也飞得漫天都是。感谢我亲爱的朋友们，为我回忆录画上美丽的一页。

with loves,

Bella

Hi Friends!!!

2010-07-03T15:00:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time didnt blogging, AGAIN. one of my fren asked me to update the blog as she is so nice and patient to support this little space that belongs to me.=) However, "I'm so speechless recently,so i really dont have anything to update here." was the reason i have given to her.

Hereby, im gonna talk to myself and find out why am I so speechless!!! First of all, failures are the biggest obstacle that blocking my mind from thinking and saying nice thing, or even voicing out my mind properly. Yeah, the failures are all over my head. I don't feel neither sad nor dissapointed on myself. What a pathetic loser. I just felt like saying too much or comforting myself is just way too much to push me deeper into failure but nvr improving and getting rid of bad habits. One thing is true, which is:I deserved all of these.

and Yeah, the paragraph above is just explaining why do I feel so speechless.

EMO post is so hatred by people , I know it. and bear with it, i hope to flourish you with some photo of me and make ur reading worthy.XD, I aint hot, I aint special, but i know you didnt seen me for quite sometimes ady.

Internship realized me that I could make money by my own. I really feel great after a long time didnt earn money using my effort. Some said internship is good, somesaid internship is meaningless. As for me, internship is awfully great because I made new friends here. and one more reason, my manager is super duper handsome, knowlegable. The luckiest thing is , I have been blessed to meet a manager who has great patience and passion to guide us. Seriously, he is awesome. All great thing of Mr. Shahbaz has been trade off with my copy-and-paste-and-nth-to-learn jobscope. BTW, one little benefit I have grabbed from life as a trainee is I've got the chance and environment to speak in english.However, don;t ever expect myself to speak fluently after 3 months. This is because Im speaking broken english here.The saddest thing is Im facing listening problem. Colleagues need to repeat 3 times in order to let me get it into my ear. How on earth my talent on linguistic can be such poor. so U would be able to imagine how much fun i have made in office with listening poorness.
Sharing some photos i have taken secretly, because I am not sure whether it is allowed.

The view from my manager's room. dont be cheated by the screens. It is not cool at all when the operations in GRC still yet to be started. BTW, i get the benefits of gaining my geographical knowlegge from the MAP.

The place where i stay up to 8 hours every weekday and where I learn good skills of copy paste.XD. 2 big monitors are my favourite. Screen 1 is serious matter, screen 2 is all about entertainment and leisure space such as fb and youtube. soon to enter LYN, blogs and etc.*evil smile*

Me and GRC colleagues. The main thing is to introduce my awesome manager which standing at the most left side. He is so-cup-of-my-tea but he is married.hiak hiak hiak. and the good friend I have made is the indian lady with purple polo-T. but she left to Dell on coming Monday.

DANG DANG DANG!!here's my face is attached to end this lengthy post.

3rd of July (Saturday) in Sunway. Bought the hairband from Bonita just because I thought i can be stylish with this on. We'll see!!! and noticed the second pic, It's a huge bear as me right behind my big body. The bear is made from artificial leaves.

with love and passion,
Isabelle.

来不及-罗忆诗

2010-06-29T19:58:00.000-07:00

A very nice song that i keep playing it in office recently.
Ignoring the lyrics, the rythms reminds me that I actually love the feeling of fall in love.

恶魔的留言

2010-06-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

当正面能量用尽时，剩下的是不快乐，不知足，疑惑，埋怨与泪水。对不起，此时此刻的自己真得很脆弱，赤裸裸地被恶魔占据了一切。
对不起，这一次，我控制不了负面情绪的冲击，彻彻底底输给了恶魔。
更多更多的对不起，因为有着那么一刻，我觉得自己活着是多余。
或许不出奇，下一刻，我会披着得比阳光还要灿烂的笑容。我就是那么的不坚定。我不喜欢这样的我。
我以为，只要带着最乐观的态度活着，快乐就属于你。
可是原来，我善变程度很惊人。
原谅这样的我。我真得很努力当个快乐的人。

22nd birthday

2010-05-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

Just turned 22's few minutes ago. Happy birthday to myself. So here is a great chance to tick my wishlist and grab all gifts home. Well, this year i wanted to be more greedy. Because human inheres geediness, aren't we? haha.

WISHLIST in 2010:
1. health
2. happiness
3. heart with thankful
4. career
5. friendship
6. relationship full of romance

for everyone I care.

Thank you for everyone wishing me.

with love,
ISABELLE

2010-04-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

有一些丑陋的东西，我们最好别去触碰，去挑战。除非你有着那么顽强的意志力，那么坚定的信念。要不，你我都应付不了丑陋的魔力。回首，我是多么地爱去挑战恶魔，结果苦了自己苦了身边的人。当然，短短的一年时间，还不至于把自己彻底改变，但是我会谨惕自己：永远不去撕开那丑陋的一面。我喜欢，让自己的世界充满感动与喜悦的眼泪。

不安与质疑，远离我吧！！！

2010-04-20T15:29:00.000-07:00

早上六时半，正赶着lab report，突然被一首歌曲弄得我起鸡皮疙瘩，泪水流了出来。哎，真不是时候让我去感性去稀里哗啦哭不停。可是。。。回忆与不舍的思绪占领了我的脑我的呼吸。最后还是被打败了。请告诉我，该怎么潇洒面对离别呢！T.T

接受自己

2010-04-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

没有负面情绪，没有利益牵涉，没有虚荣的心，没有贪婪的心，上帝创造的都是善良的一颗心灵。但是，天下没有完美的人，事，物。所以，请接受自己的不完美。

那好吧。我接受自己，
obese的体重，
几乎flat的鼻子，
内双的眼皮，
比十五月亮还大的下盘，
让人抬不起头的大手臂，
不肥厚好命的手掌脚板，
wait, wait, wait，怎么说来说去都还是外表的缺点呢？？

OUKEY. 至于性格上的缺点嘛，每个令人憎恨的缺点，我也略有。比如：妒嫉，八卦，小气，懒散，骄傲，没脑经， EMO, 想太多，迟钝，自以为是，固执，牛脾气等等，全部算我一份。

但是但是，我很爱我家人与朋友，所以我原谅与接受我的不好，学会控制坏性格。
还有，我真的很buy妈妈生给我的外壳，全球独一无二.=）

所以，我们接受世界上独一无二的我们吧。去学习控制坏的你，发挥你与生俱来的essence。你一定有个无人能比的风骚。加油加油.

对不起,我真不是扮鬼脸也好看的美女啦.哈哈哈.

希望左边小妹妹可爱又纯真的笑容,让你会心一笑.

吃不到葡萄，说葡萄酸

2010-04-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

“吃不到葡萄，说葡萄酸“，简单的寓言但却解说了人生里头的三个角色。有葡萄本身，吃到葡萄的人与吃不到葡萄的人。

当葡萄的那类人，最幸福。因为葡萄本身不需要别的葡萄的满足，自个儿也能生存。

当个第二类人，别沾沾自喜吧。葡萄本身才不希罕呢！又或许，你口里的葡萄比不上隔壁那棵葡萄树，要知足啊。你身边有很多吃不到葡萄呢。

第三类的可怜人啊，要嘛，就想办法去摘葡萄，不然呢，就高贵地活着。总之呢，得不到又要说葡萄酸真的太可怜了。我们都不要当这种第三类人好吗？

很多时候，我都是第三类人，吃不到说葡萄酸。但是，时间让我成长，我决心不当可怜虫，当个吃葡萄的人也不错嘛，因为葡萄真的很甜，我们没理由拒绝美好的东西。

如果生活不如意，发泄情绪后，就要去寻找出路咯。每个人都享有快乐的特权。

emo=恶魔

2010-04-14T16:19:00.000-07:00

早上七时正。
如果无端端的不开心是emo，那我应该是emo 了。其实不喜欢emo这字眼，感觉是很不受大家欢迎。但是我就还是当了自己讨厌的那个人。
看了姐以前流浪在外的快乐生活，读了一些朋友的部落格，我失落了。因为我心痛，在乎的人不快乐。我觉得很惭愧。。。。

算了吧。这只是一个光说不做，爱为自己找理由的人，写的一个emo post.

其实我心中的恶魔与天使每天都在打架。所以我很复杂，但是又爱安慰自己其实也很简单。

哎哟，还真是算了吧。烦死人地我！
该是时候去弄个早餐了。呼吸早晨的空气，是我保养皮肤的秘诀。

伤心走开了，是时候开始这个美好的一天。

感谢你耐心读完。请心中亘我一起OS：妈的，这人真够白痴。最好便秘一百天。=D

就是有我这种白痴行为，我还觉得自己很年轻。

ohayoo gozaimasu.....我要弄个美头发去上课咯，因为今天有我喜欢的lecturer。希望他教的chapter永远不会完。

祝福 - 張學友 & 梅艷芳

2010-04-12T11:03:00.000-07:00

小时候很爱哼的一首歌。

2010-04-12T10:46:00.000-07:00

2010-04-10T18:39:00.000-07:00

"一個人可以生得不漂亮，但是一定要活得漂亮。無論什麼時候，淵博的知識、良好的修養、文明的舉止、優雅的談吐、博大的胸懷，以及一顆充滿愛的心靈，一定可以讓一個人活得足夠漂亮，哪怕你本身長得並不漂亮。』

活得漂亮，就是活出一種精神、一種品位、一份至真至性的精彩。一個人只要不自棄，相信沒有誰可以阻礙你進步。"

摘自Annie 蔣慧瑜 的心灵Bistro

《天水围的夜与雾》

2010-04-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

"在当今的香港电影导演中，能够如此放下身段关注香港底层平民生活现状的，恐怕也只剩下许鞍华一人了。相比起昔日的陈果对香港穷街陋巷的残酷肢解，许鞍华以女性视角对俗世生活细节的审视和再现更显见微知著，《天水围的日与夜》就是个中典范。

与《日与夜》的平和素雅以及一叶知秋的惆怅不同，的口味重了很多。因家庭暴力引发的灭门惨案曾经是香港奇案电影和三级片所热衷的题材，许鞍华在本片中以沉稳写实、去除矫饰的风格再现了这一于2004年轰动全港的天水围真实命案，在影像和配乐上都趋于含蓄内敛，避免观众过多地将情绪代入情节和人物之中，许鞍华没有把《夜与雾》一部满足猎奇心理和提供感官刺激的电影。冷漠的叙事背后，我突然感受到了许鞍华心底里对香港这个物欲都市的厌弃，这不仅仅是因为片中所涉及到的有关部门低效率的官僚主义和推诿塞责，更重要的是许鞍华对香港人身上固有的劣根性的深恶痛绝。

任达华扮演的施虐者李森，人物身上的偏狭和暴戾可以说是自身性格缺陷赋予的，而李森与前妻的儿子在接受警方询问时透露了一个重要信息，李森的前妻很凶，他原本是怕老婆的。一个谦和懦弱的丈夫到婚内凶徒的转变过程，其背后所揭示和谴责的是香港人身上那种建立在物质占有和挥霍之上的虚妄的优越感,，从而让这一人物有了更加深刻的社会意义。而占影片很大篇幅的李森随妻子小玲回四川乡下老家的戏份也成为《夜与雾》中最核心的部分，它提供了李森此后暴虐行为的真实动机和依据。面对小玲的寒酸家境和小玲父母的低三下四，李森获得了一种救世主和上等人的心理满足，这是在香港是无法获得的感受，就像在香港没有人会把他这个装修工头称为“工程师”一样。李森人格的异化也正是在这种心理的膨胀下完成的，进而觊觎小玲的二妹他也觉得理所应当了。许鞍华用这样的生活细节为这段以傲慢与偏见凌驾于理智与情感之上的婚姻做着注解，面对一条本来应该被清蒸但却被红烧了的鱼，李森愤愤地说到：“乡下妹就是乡下妹，都不知道清蒸海上鲜。”悲剧从一开始就注定了。

面对警察的询问，李森的儿子提到小玲时脱口而出的“川椒鸡，不消提”暗示了香港原住民对大陆移民一贯的歧视和隔膜，我想即使是在对内地市场和游客购买力越来越依赖的今天，香港人仍然固守着这种建立在物质富有之上的优越感。

扮演悲剧人物小玲的是张静初，她身上的柔弱纯良很贴近这个人物。四川老家门前的那条山路在影片中几次出现，十几岁的小玲就是从那条路走出山村的，但她所寄生的那个花花世界，小玲一直到死都没看懂。她临死时眼中所浮现出的，是家乡遮蔽阳光的茂密竹林，还有院子里那条被棒杀的狗，只是挥棒的人不再是父亲，而是变成了李森，而沾满鲜血的棒下所挣扎着的生命，也正是她和女儿守护期盼的未来。父亲之于狗，李森之于小玲，是同等的对应关系，褴褛或光鲜的外表之下，是同样丑陋的人性，而虚妄的优越感，正成了这种卑微人格的作恶驱动。（文/麻绳）"

做assignment的当儿，抽空看了一套香港电影，叫做<水围的夜与雾>.感谢这部电影导演的用心, 电影里的配乐都使趋于平静收敛, 免得我这一类见识淡薄,人身历练尚浅, 情商指数又偏低的观众, 情绪被重大影响.好的, 这部电影值得看, 因为真人真事的题材让我更进一步地看见社会底层的无奈与挣扎.想想自己, 如果在生活中遇见类似的受害者是自己的邻居或过路人, 会不会给予帮助,还是秉着"众事莫理"的态度.再一次地觉得,社工真的很伟大.有些词穷, 有些爱睡, 所以给不了有水准的评论. last but not least, 在这个女性自主权也越来越强大的当今社会里, 未来世界会不会也出现"家暴男性庇护中心"???

2010-04-05T07:41:00.001-07:00

=) =) =) =) =)

give myself 5 smiles today, because i am happy.

Busy life is GOOD

2010-03-24T12:30:00.000-07:00

Busy life is GOOD.
It makes me dare not to think too much upon things would never happened, and complete the tasks and let the time pass through. However, time didnt pass through me quietly because i have grabbed it gracefully and make every moment alive.Thanks god for giving me inspirations and wisdom through the things and people around me.

Quote of the day : Speak out and work out your inherently awesome mind!Make everyday as your days.

have u seen them before?

2010-03-08T13:29:00.000-08:00

Berry CUTE!

AGUA look-alike

喜欢你的一天

2010-03-08T13:22:00.000-08:00

自信的布莱恩与noob的我.

假假恩爱罢了.

凶凶的我很美.

布哥也需要瞳孔放大隐形眼镜.

谢谢大方的布莱恩送我bearbear.<3

更谢谢你的偷拍.haha.因为我没看过自己的背影.=)

Dear Bryan,

只是很喜欢你一天而已哦.不要太贪心.

谢谢你, 愿意当个外星黑斑蚊来爱我.

不过,别以为我不懂你的最终目的,是要我当黄脸婆嘛,取代家里的Glory.

Regards,

你强大如虎的女友

2010-03-08T12:49:00.000-08:00

Date: 5th & 6th of March
Location: Genting
Purpose: Simply because we have no money to go oversea experiencing cold weather.
Person who join : 义气仔女.

3位成年少男,真人帅过上镜.

另外两位害羞的美男.

失散又重逢的姐妹,蜜蜂美&柠檬小姐.

This guy very confident to pattern pattern!

随随便便买个东西都"SOK"过人的charbokia liang lui bao.

我和女人宝美丽又自然的合照.

为什么?为什么美男子都喜欢当我朋友?为什么?

这位已被我booking了.

Ok,no ngam cham. these are my favourite pictures!!!

take 1

take 2

take 3

conclusion : Wayne 面对镜头是100分的no mistake.and sorry for not perfomed well in take 3.haha.

2010-03-08T10:54:00.000-08:00

dear Li Yinn, Cartoon, Suet Er, if u guys still haven give up my long-time-no-updated blog, i would want to tell u : I MISS U SO MUCHIEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2010-03-08T10:47:00.000-08:00

朋友说,人生可以有后悔,但是不要有遗憾.
所以, 当你后悔了, 别气馁,因为你还有能力改变.
不要有遗憾就好.
爱你哦,很多的你们.因为你的不离不弃,我做错很多,还让我没遗憾.
愿我拥有的友情不离去,更愿失去的,让我成长.

p/s: 我又感性了.不过我喜欢.

2010-02-07T04:08:00.000-08:00

很想买本好书看,因为很想简单地无止境学习,也许二十二才开始培养读书习惯真的出其地迟了,但总好过我不曾知道.

刚发觉了陶晶莹的畅销书,"我愛故我在",然后就google了一下,link到了
http://www.booklife.com.tw/i-love-i-am.htm#a.
女性们,有空的话,花一小些的时间看看吧.至于男性吧,如果你想更进一步了解女生,我是觉得看看无妨.

Dear 神秘的读者们,有好书可以介绍哦.英文中文都无任欢迎.谢谢arigatou.

2010-02-05T20:52:00.000-08:00

I personally think that, FORTUNE started to like me and follow me. =) There are too much nice thing i been went thru in only few days.So,i love first CCNA lab session,configurate router. This is the first time i know lab is so much efficient to deliver knowledge from the notes.Due to over paying attention in the lab, i nearly missed the happening Ladies night.Luckily 10 minutes is enough for a dress up and perfect makeup.=D I guess one of the benefit of losing weight is you dont have to take longer time to put on ur clothes instead of forcefully tuck in ur fat into the poor-thing dress. hehe. So i went to Zouk with my beloved mia Liyin liang moi and her very very "ON" gang. It was a night i been a good girl and acting like a lady who first time went to club.hahahaha,i think tis is so-not-isastyle.but it wasnt a bad try to keep myself not perspiring at all. One little tips for whoever going to take my word, getting yourself at least a little tipsy is absolutely a must when u r in the club,rather than keeping yourself 100% conscious. Yeah right, few alcohol made me a little tipsy that night. A little alcohol effect always make people to have more courage,take action without hesitation,the action and word is always so real and straight. i hope my tipsy-ness wouldnt go away forever,since i need more courage to make a change in so many aspects.=)Overall,a night without dancing too much,was still a perfect one,because of being with very nice peoples and friends.People used to say ,no thanks between real friends,but allow me to thanks LY and TL for always highly welcome me .muacks muacks .

Well,there was so many WRONG happened in Friday, it was so sxck and i very emo. However, bad thing shouldnt take over the day and thanks so much for my frens for invitation,i have made my day.=)went to MOS attending REV UP Party organized by Revive isotonic drink. free ticket and free flow of alcohol in the atmosphere of party,with the companion of besty, i could just say,God u treat me so nice ler~haha.Few hours of outing ended up happily and everyone of us is so looking forward of CNY.

Kent,Yin and new friend Ah Yang 欢喜冤家

My forever 18-years-old sweetest babe

My all time favourite posing,Avatar lady.too bad Yin still pose better than me even this is my only one good pose.>,<

for Makkok,Hong Hong,Jb tong,Bokzai and PS: WO MEN ZAI ZHE BIAN HEN KAI XIN ARRRRR.=D

and Now,it is 12.53pm in the Saturday.been woke up for almost two hours but i haven brush my teeth and wash my face.dont worry my mouth doesnt stink and my face isnt oily but smooth like cream.=D

going to make revision and do report in this nice and relax Saturday. no disturb untill the end of today,because i am so HARDWORKING.hahahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaaaa.have a nice day peeps.

XOXO.

我有三个心

2010-02-01T09:24:00.000-08:00

我的名：紫蕊
小时候，写字特别的丑。更别说写我的姓名啦。太多笔划了，我真的为自己的姓名，吃了不少苦。逐渐长大，我自恋地爱我名字，总觉得很不错，很不普通。=D
斗胆让我以姓名学与命理的观点，解析我的“紫”“蕊”。
“紫”= 紧紧地绑在原地，系此。=(
“蕊”= 一个人怎能有三颗心呢？？怪不得我总是三心两意。男友又怕我的三颗心是花心哦。=(

还是，你们有更好的见解吗？别吝啬你的意见，must be kindly leave me some comment.Creativity is highly welcomed=)lets have some fun.

2010-02-01T09:07:00.000-08:00

懂得梁文音的爱一直存在太迟，我真应该给自己一百个耳光。重复地听着，我的心被动听的旋律与感人的天籁紧紧地抽蓄着。
每当说到心的深处，我相信大多数人都觉得此人的题材很无趣吧。毕竟每个人类都有自己的心深处，那还得空管你的？但为何我依然那么爱那么喜欢写，因为本人也很爱看别人写此类的部落格。
如果有太长的时间不倾听心理的声音，我会觉得不安。或许，我太得空吧。想着想者，想到了未来。出去社会工作一定苦，但愿不被现实社会洗礼，再变成以利益为主的人，我就觉得这是很了不起的本事了。
烦闷的东西就得暂搁了，来谈谈将近的农历新年。
22 岁的新年，我不再是小孩了。虽是成人的我，但我还是与小朋友一样，很期待新年到来。不同的是，今年我把家人的团圆饭看得很重要，实现“把握美好的现在”，让每个家人都感受除了美食外的愉快气氛。没有舒服又宽大的屋子，但很庆幸我们有很多很多人的团圆饭。只想说，家人与家，永远都是每个人最需要的。我不确定未来的我，能不能还像此刻拥有如此清澈的心，朋友们，一定别让我的人生路走歪哦。因为，我真的觉得此刻，一切都很美好。

2010-02-01T08:33:00.000-08:00

Listening: 爱一直存在-梁文音

短短的几天里，与许多生命中重要的家人朋友擦出了不同火花，令我充电了不少。我心里很快乐很感动。此时，我的心又悄悄留下眼泪了,有开心的，有感动的，更有不舍的。
曾几何时，我责备自己的不努力，搞得大学成绩与生活一塌糊涂。当时的我，希望一切能再从来，一定不会选择来到这里。当人面对困难，最自然的反应是，不满，自责，接受，再改变。当日子走过，我发现，当时的错误已不再是心中的刺，而所有的问题经过时间的洗礼，变成让我走向未来的指标。年龄的增长，我不畏惧。我只要grow through the life and went through the obstacles.
距离毕业的日子有一年半，不长也不短。随着繁忙又挑战日子的到来，我当然是很迫不及待地希望日子快快过，因为在大学终点的我们，一点很有成就感。另一边霜，我更希望日子永远停留在这刻，我不舍得我的大学朋友们。笑我吧，用一年半的时间来不舍的朋友们。天下无不散的筵席，告别了大学，我们也即将告别青春无敌的不败铁金刚般的精神。
我感谢你，让我相信没有好CGPA，用真心对待朋友，用努力去雕刻人格，也是另一门伟大学问。
还有感恩的你，我总觉得我们相遇相知太迟，但没关系，我就是要贪心地让我心爱多一个人。=）
很多很多的你，都让我知道让别人快乐，也是种幸福。

p/s: 我今天土土的，但我很希望每天都会这样。

2010-01-20T10:04:00.000-08:00

So, here i have to give myself a clap, simply because i manage to wake up at 7am in this morning. Well, it seems very nothing-so-special to deserve any compliment to this, but i just found that being able to wake up in the early morning and attend an interesting class brings me a good day ahead. First of all, the most worthy part is the Japanese class has exposed me the journey of learning new language. Everyone loves learning new thing, ain't I right? Besides that, the 58-year old Japanese lecturer Okada san is so so so funny. (btw why do i mention his age,and this is bcz the Okada san spent a few moment to let us guess his actual age, in the way he very confident with his face that covered up the actual age.and in actual, his dark hair doesnt really helps in making him any younger.hahaha) With the dramatic & lively action and weird but cute Japanese-slang english, no doubt he has created a very good learning atmosphere for us. For the students who really into his teaching, i guess they really enjoyed in the class, as well as me.

After 2 hours of the class, my friend and I have spend half an hour waiting for signature of the faculty staff. So, complaining about this person who ignore the queue waiting for her help doesnt seem overeact, do I? It seemed so reasonable for some administration staff showing their impatient attitude to us, who supposed to be considered as the victim of the poor online system. Ok, maybe the fees of every of us paid only contributed less than 1% of their salary, so we get special service.=) However, thank you for the "VIP of manually add" staff in the end, and we solved the suject registration problem. After that, friend and I headed to one stop center making another task ticked, and our Wednesday morning ended up with taking lunch in FCM. Lame tasks have make my day very not-wasted.

Good things has came continuosly,still. Happened to attend same lecture with Simps, and shared some funny jokes. Spent good time with friends in every lectures and of course i learned thing too. I have to admit that spending good time with friends is actually important than learning 100% from the class.Ya im a freak.or maybe u can say me geh geh.haha.And the last good thing credits to my B,as he has gave me a 100% attracting power smile apart from my seat in the class and the companion for dinner. ARIGATO.

Ly moi been missing for whole day. If she knows that her parcel has ady reached today, she sure couldnt wait to come home.

近完美。

2010-01-19T07:21:00.000-08:00

长大了以后，我们学会不推卸责任，尽力成为有责任感的好宝宝。
我们反省一切错误，从不责怪别人。
我们学习Micheal Jackson 的 "Man In The Mirror", look into urself and make a change.
我们鼓励别人鼓励自己，be confident to yourself，因为信心很重要。信心不能决定一切，但无可否认有信心的人比较快乐。有信心的人不理会无谓的事物，朝自己的理想前进，过自己快乐的生活。我不懂的有信心的人长什么样，但我知道有信心的人总会让人另眼相看，让人相信他的能力。
我们希望自己有足够的智慧，排除万难，快乐走过人生路。
我们都希望天生拥有过人的才华，当个优秀的专业人士。
我们更希望成为一个高尚不势力的人。
我们希望成为很多很多。。。。
虽然知道nothing is perfect, 但是有谁不希望能更接近完美？

2010-01-13T09:34:00.000-08:00

"Without an excellent CGPA, what else can define u a person with bright future?" , I have asked myself for quite a long time. After observing myself for sometime, I still couldn't see I would be able to success in any carreer. Perhaps, i need to pickup a lot of courage to go for the direction i was long to pursuit, just to find back the motivated me. How pathetic am I, and even more when i found out that Im facing difficulties to voice up my thoughts in front of people I dont really close.This is so aweful to be happened when u r soon to be going for interview. May God bless me and I must have to do something to help the situation.

short review to catch up the late posts

2010-01-09T06:35:00.000-08:00

2 weeks of holiday passes too fast, untill i didn't manage to catch up any chance doing something meaningful, other than missing my college friends and ma bf. Anyway, i still enjoy the moment of spending time with my family.Holidays is as if a bonus for us who being a student,while we take this bonus as an effective motive for striving and struggling in new trimester. I guess,student life is the best moment among different stage of life. However, the day of graduation is only left with one and half year. I should really put more effort to create memorable moments with my friends ,and of course being well-prepared for future. I promised myself to swicth back my biology clock during this holidays, but it have seemed fail because of repeatedly insomnious night every day. Luckily, there is still a good thing accompany me over night,which is the E-book in handphone. Instead of reading e-book, lowyat forum and facebook also helps alot in filling my boring night. And i know by saying thousand of thank you to simps for borrowing her broadbrand internet access to me generously, doesnt really enough to express my grateful. During this holidays, i realized that internet access has really became a very needful element in my life, because i scare of being isolated and outdated of latest news.

Recently, i started taking the pil recommended by doctor which is for diet purpose. Super thanks to my mum for sponsoring and suppporting me fully everytime i want to diet. Sigh,whenever mention about diet, i could say myself is a loser because i never really make it success. But the loser like me is really lucky to have a very good bf.Whenever looking in the mirror and weighing on the machine, the oily fatty bum and the unstoppable increasing weight, except of making me feel ashame and pissed off, i also questioning myself why would my bf still be able to love me but not dump me. Perhaps, fatty has her fascination and attraction too. and i know myself is really cool even with excessive fat producing body. With an abnormal weight, my life still needs reasonable amount of confidence to let it goes on. Well, i deeply hope this pil named "Reductil" can really helps me reducing some kilogram. I believe in it as my appetite is obviously became lesser after taking it.

Well, its been another long time,i didnt update my blog.Now, i have to make some reviewal starting from the study week.So let's the photo do the talking.=)

Doing Seakelp mask during study week @ my room
A must to have myself doing mask more frequently while being so stressful during the study week. Seakelp mask looks terrify and bear with me,i just love capture the moment of i applying mask.

haha, kindly name me a Monster. and would u still be my friend if my face become totally like this?

A closer view on my face.looks natural right? and guys prefer gf in their natural look. So, B do u love me in this look???hahaha...

Christmas Eve @ Neway

Christmas tree in Times Square. Didnt get to capture from Pavillion,kinda waste .

First time of snapping a picture with Santa and, i don't really know who is the another lady, perhaps she is gf of Santa.=)

me and mr. B

Banana Passion from Baskin Robin which costs me rm 16,with lime and mango flavour.There are almost 5 types of fruit flavour in a bowl,quite delcious for me, and have cured my headache efficiently for temporary.haha.

Mr. B 's comment : not nice and the flavour too girlish. but he was the one who finished it.

another time of indulging myself.

leng zai B =p

leng zai is enjoying in his melody and i melted because he sang too well.

time to party!!

the emotion inspired from Avatar's leading character Neytiri. I love this one!

the guys.

and the christmas eve was ended up with catching a movie named " Sherlock Holmes" in GSC Times Square, instead of hanging out at Bukit Bintang. I was sleeping for half of the movie duration because i was totally exhausted for keeping myself awake more than 24 hours. It was a great christmas in year 2009 with many chances of hanging out ,and since the exam was just over, i have felt the sweetness of this festive season, thanks to MMU good schedule planing.

Dinner on 26th December @ Fullhouse

special date with my besty, Simps Gaga at sunway, although it's just a super ordinary date at a ordinary place, we have spent alot of quality time together. and yet the moment is special for me.

Simps's Grilled chicken thigh served with mashed potato, daily vegetables and black pepper raisin jus. tis is so recommended compare with my dish.

My Grilled fish served with mashed potatoes, mushroom and berries jus. The mistake of the dish is its sweet berry sauce.

Simps won this car in Fullhouse lucky draw. CHIO or not? and she promised to fecth me for more outing in future.

Bodyguards and Assassins 《十月围城》 @ TGV Sunway

Ma B.

I ain't cam-whore, but my cam is I-whore.

30th of December @ Pavillion

Another outing and believe me this is the last outing in this post. Went to pavillion to shop for cheaper thing during the last few days of megasale. and we have met biggest harvest of the date which is the dessert from Snowflakes.Had been walking from Times Square to pavillion back and forth, it's really tiring but it worthed to save rm 8 parking fees.

Tired and pity guy who is waiting gf was spotted.

Oukay, he was rewarded with this tasty and nice icey dessert.

FOOD always the easiet way to fullfill his satisfaction.

Last day of me in black hair. I was soon to be Blonde girl.

So, here's the end of my spree-after-exam. I had great time with my beloved frens and B. When my next holiday come, i would want to have more fun since there is only left with few time of holidays untill graduation.

人能感动就是幸福

2009-12-19T12:39:00.000-08:00

[感动是一种发自内心世界的感觉，是一份不由自主的意识，是一个震憾心灵的泉源。

感动是平常人幸福的眼泪，是与人为善的宽容，是风雨中的搀扶，是相濡以沫的同甘共苦。

没有感动的世界一片荒芜，像沙漠没有花草的祝福，没有感动的天空一片阴霾，单调得没有一丝色彩。

没有感动的海洋，海浪失去了动力没了澎湃，没有感动的大地一片死寂，春夏秋冬没有果实。]

　　

朋友说我每次的post 很emo. 与其说我emo,不如说我感性。
对，我是个感性的人。容易被感动，容易被愁绪涌上心，更容易掉下“男儿泪”，这就是我。
此刻，我想要抛开考试的压力，让一切感动渲染我的心。
一首首简单但动人的旋律，特别在深夜里，成为了感动的养分。
今天部落格多了一个朋友第一次的留言，真得很令我开心。
我不是要求简单，而是这第一次真得让我很珍惜很感动。

当觉得感动时，你会怎么办？我呢，最想流眼泪。

还是，你有更好的表达方式？
感动的瞬间，让人觉得很满足很幸运，拥有世上最美好的，像是一切到此就很足够。

但很多时候，生活中的一幕一幕让人麻木不仁，把一切都变得理所当然，眼里的所有付出和所得都理所当然。
我们不再感动。
生活里少了感动的事情.

我们少了发现感动的眼睛和心灵。

我们也许离理想的幸福很遥远，但我们绝对有能力握住这一刻，感动地呼吸，感动地活着。

p/s：虽然我写得很lame,希望大家能明白我的心意啦。

2009-12-14T10:25:00.000-08:00

匆匆地走过岁月，来不及捉住的美好，我已要走向繁忙的明天。

过去的一切感觉，就在今晚，涌上了心头。

相片，一张张地激起了回忆。快乐的，伤心的，清清楚楚地在脑中闪过。

我的心，任意地迷失在时空里，看着自己的过去。

人是善忘的，日子的增长，环境的变迁，有谁，还是当初的自己？

生命的旅途，很伟大很抽象，也少不了遗憾。

在今晚，回忆让我觉得，我的心像是失去了很多，不知是什么东西的东西。

我想念你，一个我不知道是谁的你，真的真得很想你。。。

I am nothing but an irresponsible gf and student.

2009-11-28T10:33:00.000-08:00

Another weekend has come,and i still remembered how much fun i had during last Saturday.
Due to the midterm test of ANTENNA subject,this Saturday i ended up with staying at Cyberjaya and make revision.As a responsible student, i should had made preparation since earlier but everyone knows PPS is a super huge temptation.Nobody could manage to defeat it,either do I. Okey, i understand myself so well. Even there is no such thing like PPS ,i would still wasting my time and doing something meaningless ,just to avoid the truth of making revision.This is a very huge bad habit that i "nurtured" since first year entering university.How bad and dissapointed my parents would feel if they make to know their beloved good daughter is studying loosely in this way.Now,i am already a fourth year student in uni.And everything should become has made in their own way already.I believe that people like me couldn't change the attitude anymore,unless the day of karma come.and that will be the time i pay for the lazyness i have been in these few years. In the way im being a bad student in pursuing knowledge, i always know the limit and make out a way just to achieve a better result in order to graduate smoothly.

Here we go to mention about relationship,YES,is my relationship.and maybe,none of you would be interested. but please ,bear with me again,with the negative post.
You and I,we all know that falling in love is awesome,falling in love is sweet,falling in love is everything about wonderful.
and you and I,we all know that when time passes, the passion of love would be fading, because time brought away the feeling,the everything of our first-times.and the truth of reality always comes first in consideration,compare with love. Loving someone is great,but when we are growing up, its so cruel to know that having a good relationship is for someone who are in good financial status. Alot of us may not trust it,and think what i said abt " financial status is relatedly manipulates a relationship" is totally a bullshit. Even myself,i hope what i said is bull shit. but we will see it in future,and me,will see it soon.
I really really feel bad that, i am not the sweet girl like u seen me at first time,anymore.yeah i do agree it. Im like a motherly gf all the time. Im not romantic at all.i am always being worry of everything like a mother and even a granny do.u know wat,its kinda sarcastic when ur bf nvr complain about your bad habit and attitude ,while you yourself know how poor u perform as a gf.not only that,u still want to be stubborn and keep going with your relationship-destroying habits. and told yourself that because you fell out of love, you lost the passion of love,you lost the patient towards him/her.
I realized that, the problems actually popped out almost one year ago,and i just remembered at that time,we always argued started from end of last year,and luckily in the end,we made up together.
However, it is so bad to find out that, problems between us has never been solved,because it is all my fault.I lied to myself,i thought the problem has gone away if i tell myself it will be gone. It is just the matter of time. I told him time can helps me to think over it,but wat i did is living life like nothing happen.
One year has gone and i wasted it. It's time to puzzle up everything and make it right. Because, i hope to see a good relationship between you and me,in next year.Sorry for making everything too late.Don't worry,everything is still the same.It is just something from inside Please forgive me of being such a FAIL gf.
I know im fat,ugly,oily,disgusting,rude and selfish, all about a depreaciation property. I know i never contribute and create happiness in our relationship, and replace it with anger, argue, complaints,sarcasm ,since long ago.
Figuring out to appreciate and find out the FEELING is my main task.i know you always with me.

p/s: gotta gear up myself in everything.otherwise,i will be the most useless rubbish on the earth.

nite,people!

2009-11-24T06:16:00.000-08:00

告别已久的部落格，你好吗？有许久没写blog，就有多就没聆听心中的声音了。

最近的我，过得很好。有很好的一群朋友陪我上课，吃午餐，说说笑，烦恼功课与运动。

我还变勇敢了哦，一个人去游泳。昨天遇上了那讨人厌又吓人的黑人猛叫着我，我当然就不理会他啦。幸亏这一次他没跟着我上电梯。

这学期的日子真写意，告别了上学期的累人时间表，美好的短学期又要来到了尾声。

先别谈这个，因为还有更接近的喜庆就到了。Christmas & New Year Eve. Time to party!!!

但是，

没有热闹的party,
没有美丽的装扮，

没有冰冷的下雪天，

没有一群人的聚会，

没有美味的食物，

那还是个celebration吗？

无论如何，我还是很渴望有人约我去party.嘻嘻。

人生的美好是这些吗？

美丽的外表，

姣好的身材，

优秀的人格，

出众的资格，

没有了这些，人生还美好吗？

我也很想拥有这一切。

可是光说没用，我就看不起自己光说不做，光羡慕不实行。还要在这里发泄，根本就荒谬！！！

最近的我，减肥计划根本一败涂地。看着自己体重持续地加重，我的自信心一次又一次被打击。

最可恨的事，我还继续爱吃东西。

因为我真得很不忿，我只是吃自己觉得饱的分量，为什么还要继续肥。

别人吃多吃少关我舍事，干吗要我正常？

艺术是没有境界的，我只是以艺术的角度来进食而已。

这世界能不能没有“肥”与“瘦”的分别啊？？？

我希望自己有厌食症，再爆瘦50 kg也没关系。

我希望自己有过人的志气，被人取笑就努力减去肥肉。

我最希望有个仙女棒，把我一点就变成50kg.

让我仔细想想，自己忍受了多年的肥样是怎样的。

肥厚的手臂，害我不能穿无袖的衣服，游泳衣，很多很多的流行衣物。

犹如spare tyre的肚腩，更是害我呼吸困难，还得穿大肚衣出街。

比八月十五还大十倍的臀部，令我一辈子都穿不上skinny jeans，把牛仔裤穿得自信。

想一想，自己也跟“肥胖”签了21年的合约。苦了自己，苦了家人，也苦了看我自卑听我诉苦的朋友。上天，请剪掉我的食欲，启动我的运动穴。因为我要和"FAT"解约了。我再也受不了自卑的谴责。取笑我的人，请继续，你们的打击是在不够火候。如果有天你看到我正在吃东西的时候，你尽管看小我吧。因为本人又在放纵了。

我真得很肤浅，因为总认为如果自己瘦，我的人生会更好。

说了一大堆针对自己肥的话，是我第一次向自己正视问题，正视自己的弱点。

接着本人会大报更多惊爆的话题，揭穿自己心里的弱点，务必要自己面对。

诚实面对自己，今天你做到了吗？

p/s：人生很美好，如果你拥有了最好的思想。但是我没有，所以要减肥。^^

我想念那段美好的日子，瘦瘦的！

加油，依莎贝拉。

Run The Show-Kat DeLuna ft Busta RHymes

2009-11-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

Rainy days and pressure of study never ever vanish the our passion on night outing. Dedicated this song to all night cats^^

My Neighbour Totoro by Miyazaki 《龙猫-宫崎骏〉

2009-11-06T11:28:00.000-08:00

4am at the midnight,i just finished watching a movie <>. It is a simple story line movie,but still,i rewatch it after few years i had watch.How wonderful of my life if i could live in a world with guardian of forest totoro.The movie contains some of the nice scenery where located in small village.and its elements are simply cute,simple and rustic . Today,i had myself a good movie which makes everything good.

Chi-chi cha,boom-boom cha...

How great were they to bring a totoro cat car to reality!

Totoro is so cute while holding the umbrella.

p/s: To anyone who interested with Miyazaki's collection,can ask from me^^XOXO,night people!!

Lala徐佳瑩-失落沙洲

2009-11-04T08:20:00.000-08:00

想象，最爱的人永恒地离开。。。

一个人独自地看海，迂回地徘徊在原地。。。

这样的一天，你我会遇上吗？

2009-10-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

First Friday of new trimester, it doesnt mean that i can relax like others.
First of all,i woke up early in the morning to go for one hour lecture,and went home preparing my CCNA exam after class.It's been a long time in previous trimester ,with my thursday and friday were not occupied with any lecture session.I still not get used with the schedule.Anyway, the new schedule brings a new life,where our life is varying with every new trimester has come.So,i should feel thankful that im still a student,whose life is still can pattern pattern.
Here's a bad news for myself today.I failed my CCNA final exam.Scored 52% where the pass rate require marks higher than 70%.How great that Mr.Khor give us another chance to resit the paper.I promise to myself,i would want myself to pass it and gain more knowledge in second time studying it.I also want to prove that people who keep talking in class,can also pass the exam with flying colours,like my nv ren do!
It's 2am in the midnight,congrates to myself that i feel tired ady.It's still early for me,in the previous trimester,especially tomorrow is Saturday.

Good Night,peeps.XOXO.

p/s:recently addicted to GOssip GIrl.i wish im living in the Uppereast SIde in Manhantan.but i can only eat Manhanttan FIsh instead of doing nothing,to make myself closer to this childishly dream.wakaka.feeling sleepy makes me talk nonsence.owh,not forget to thanks axiong and my nv ren for treating me a nice n delicious dinner.

2009-10-29T03:15:00.000-07:00

上完两小时的课后,就与卡通与雪儿去oldtown hightea.常去的地方,普通的食物,平淡的日子,可是却觉得,上课的时光很快乐.卡通与雪儿都是很好谈的对象.跟她们相处也很舒服.希望我也像她们一样是那么平易近人.
今天,我应该是没白过了...

p/s:脑袋一片空白,想不到写些什么.好吧.等我恢复状态再update.8181.

2009-10-29T02:48:00.000-07:00

If my body is always willing to coperate with my mind,i would want myself to do exercise 24 hours non-stop.Swimming,jogging,yoga,aerobics comes together.It would be real good if there is a fitness centre in Cyberjaya.and im 100% willing to pay my pocket money for a personal trainer to say goodbye to my flabby,sagging and plumpish body.^^

2009-10-08T11:48:00.000-07:00

Genting Casino,here i go in 12 hours later^^Im so happy and excited.Many reason explains it but the most important is first time entering casino legally.Hereby,wishing my girl Simps do well in her last paper and soon she will MERDEKA.
For making the Genting trip successfully,there are a lot of person count on it.Especially dear B,purposely went home and exchange his dad TURBO car,which can fetch us and reach genting within half an hour,wakaka.and thanks to Jimmy Yeoh(not jimmy choo=p) for donating his accumulated point and get us another room.thanks siao bear of course.thanks to everyone who is going.Last but not least,my Safari partner,Ms. Simps.wanna wish all of us one mandarin lucky word: HUAT AR!!!
not forgetting to charge my digital camera,little TT,gonna have ourselves a good photoshoot that capture all fun moments.stay tuned,people^^
and I just want to say ,life is wonderful at the moment.wishing myself living a wonderful life every single moment,with positive attitude and thinking.

海边的留言

2009-10-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

Delta 第一个学期来到了尾声，此时心情更平静了。熬过了最难的maths 5，最令自己不可思议的mini project ，与senior祝我好运的digital communication, 我庆幸自己没被打败，备战的状况随时候命，迎接未来更多的挑战。
习惯待在comfort zone，而不去尝试新事物见识新学问，是我的弱点。在这个学期，很欣慰地，我终于有幸地踏出一步，尝试了一些新事物，让我见到了大学生活另一面的新天地。一切或许有点迟，但我们始终走出了。。。这或许是败者安慰自己，说的一番被美丽字眼包装着的话语。但请原谅，我就是那么的腐败。但我会用腐败的精神，努力攀爬自己的一片山。亲爱的，如果成绩没有满分，请别忘记“天生我才必有用”，还有我与三木的“十把刀故事”。
感谢身边爱我的人，让我在这学期，感受到了充满意义的人生，让我知道，我是活着的。偷偷地感谢雪雪，因为每次听着她博客里的音乐，给了我写东西的灵感。这音乐给我的感觉很舒服很感动，就像雪雪散发出的气质一样。

nothing gonna change my love for you

2009-09-30T12:55:00.000-07:00

Thanks so much to McB for sharing me such nice song.While the song is playing all the way, my heart has just been melted by the rhythm of love that being expressed in the lyrics itself.There is always something out there which is more powerful expressing your love, instead of saying I LOVE YOU.I believe romantism is one of the significant element that we should emphasize in loving a person.SO im in a way of learning to be a romantist now.McB is already a great lover whom i learn alot from him.THanks for being a lover awesomely.

Dedicated this song to people who's in love and loving others.

XOXO.

good night peeps.^^

2009-09-30T11:48:00.000-07:00

Bought the lashie from pei2 in LYN, SImps did'nt make any delay to pass it to me when she received the parcel yesterday.She always understand my passion towards make up and beauty care. Say thanks to her for introducing me LYN and alot of price-reasonably and quality-superior beauty care product.After received the lashie,i was not hesitating to have a try on both type of lashie.Snapped few photo using my new love, TT.Recently my weight has gained alot,and luckily i still qualified to do camwhoring.=pCAmwhoring is young,thats my slogan.and i hope that i can be more photogenic while im getting elder.haha.

2009-09-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

抛开lecture notes，溜进了facebook，突然看见一位久违的小学朋友V，令我想起了一件趣事。
这位朋友呢，其实没很熟，V是我同龄堂妹的同班同学兼好友。
就在大家小学四年级时，一天V告诉堂妹雯说，其实她家里住了几位来自天上的神，他们都叫做天爷爷。天爷爷已经与她一家住在同一屋檐下好久了。天爷爷与V一家的感情很好，应该是有求必应吧。
放学后，雯就把这天大的消息与我分享。当时纯真的我们，还真地相信了V。好奇的我，就马上打了通电话给V，把一切问得一清二楚。我记得当时的我问了许许多多的问题，V 的回答还令我信以为真。细节上的东西，我已忘记了。影响最深的是，我要求V 让我们见见天爷爷。还叫V告诉天爷爷我和雯的心愿，要天爷爷也保佑我们.
日子过去了,我和雯也把事情淡忘.但是,我好像记得在我六年级时,又追问过V天爷爷们的事情.V 告诉我说,天爷爷已经回到天上去了.
九年后的今天,我想起了这童年的回忆,笑自己天真又傻.不过,我真得很想去问V,澄清这儿时的事情.如果V当年真的撒谎了,我只会佩服她小小年纪,想象力那么的丰富,还有那么好的演讲故事天分.
故事来到了终点,才发现,原来我也有那么纯真的一面.我为自己与雯的可爱鼓掌.想念小时候,想念我小时候的玩伴雯雯.如今,我们都在走着不同的人生大道.但很感谢婶婶与妈妈在同一年怀了我们,让我上幼稚园不用哭着吵回家.还有很多令人回味无穷的回忆.

亲爱的雯雯与我

我的儿时玩伴,雯雯&hong

Sharing

2009-09-25T11:32:00.000-07:00

A holy man was having a conversation with God one day and said, ' God, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.'
God led the holy man to two doors... He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in.In the middle of the room was a large round table.
In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water.
The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished.
They were holding spoons with very long handles, that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful.
But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths.
The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. God said, 'You have seen Hell.'
They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one..
There was the large round table with the large pot of stew which made the holy man's mouth water.
The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking.
The holy man said, 'I don't understand..
' It is simple,' said God . 'It requires but one skill. You see they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves.'

45 lessons of life taught

2009-09-25T11:25:00.000-07:00

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick.Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.!!!
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow..
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life.. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
42. The best is yet to come...
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

Dearie Makkok Big day

2009-09-25T10:13:00.000-07:00

Say Happy 21st Birthday to my besties Makkok a.k.a Xiu Mai.She says her life always full of regret,and i wanna take this opportunity to wish her dreams always come true and live life without regret when 21st has came.

For celebrating her birthday at the same time, we grabbed a chance to make a gathering. Enjoyable and joyful moment couldn't make a perfect ending with the absence of Bok,Timothy and Game.However, i feel so thankful that God gifted me alot of besties in my life and,moments that full of joy and happiness.
The first activity of the celebration was a night alcholic outing at Quattro. It was Ladies Night and that was really good to know that lady is offered with free entrance.Everyone have fun ^^
Second activity was fall on SUNWAY LAGOON.Sacrified my skin tone and luckily i didnt turn into a darkish in the end.Owing Kent and Jiat thousand of sorry for changing the plan in the end.It was all because we thought Lagoon is on closure today,but in the end we have cheked out that it was an misunderstanding,so the guys ended up hanging out in Pyramid aimlessly due to attire preparation was not suitable.and 4 of us went Lagoon by our own.SORRY SORRY SORRY to guys!
Everything ended up completely and its time for me back to reality.Final Exam,here i come.
Before ending the post,here's go some pic

Autumm in Quattro

Season of Winter

Adventure in Lagoon

Birthday Dessert

The Forth day

2009-09-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

Going to meet up with my friends soon.Im on mode of complicated.Supposed to be happy and excited since its going to be a great gathering of all of us.On the other way,I didn't prepare well as what i have planned.Due to Black Eye Peas concert in Sunway Beach,our plan to Lagoon has to be cancelled.What a dissapointment.Planning to go after Final.anyone wanna join??^^
Knowledge couldn't able go in my mind,my brain and my memory chip when time hasn't come to its ultimate end. Ignore my demotivation,everyone please study hard ya.
A wishlist comes to my mind,there are:
1. memory chip .saving all knowledge,insert to the brain.and 4 flat for sure^^
2. diet machine.after comes out from the machine,my weight reduced to 50kg instantly.^^
3. car that using water to run the machine.haha....
will update my wishlist when i day dreaming again.

dedicated this song to simps.wishing her everything the best^^

Third Day of Study Week

2009-09-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

The song title had been found out finally, Its "be on you- NeYo ft. Florida".Its too bad this song don't have MV.Among all NeYo's song, i still prefer "because of you",simps also likes it.^^

Today still hasn't have any progression on study.Going to study ETM3136 chapter 6,the first chapter im going to explore among all subjects.=.=".Hope that i can finish it by today.

2009-09-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

TVB newly released drama series <<蔡锷与小凤仙>> attracted my attention.It would be another drama like "heroes" that making me forget final exam is around the corner.^^Waiting PPS to upload it.

This story is real happened long time ago.check tis out if u r interested

http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/2841996.html

18th of Sept

2009-09-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

Get myself a chance to meet with my dearie cousin Josh at his place where located in Kepong last friday.

The actual purpose of visiting Josh is,Mr.B wanted to change his so-called lame hairstyle.Why did we prefer going to a far place instead of cyberia? This is because the makeover will be F.O.C,plus Josh is a personal hairstylist whomwe trust him alot.

In the end, Mr.B very very satisfy with his new look.and we catched up a chance to capture some photo at Josh place.With his guidance,me and mr.B came out alot of funny posing.

Josh also showed me alot of photo when we were little child. Alot of sentiment memory kept rolling in my mind.At the same time we are growing up,our parents are getting old.and i really missed my grandmother which had ady left us for almsot 2 years.Thanks Josh for borrowing me some of the old time photo.Brought it back to hometown and my mum very happy and appreciate when seeing those photo.I realized, old time photo is invaluable. So,people,please do not throw off ur old time photo if u have^^gonna share my infant photo when i have a chance.Please share it with me too,frens.=)

Before visited him,we dropped by Sunway Pyramid to do a short shopping.However,i spent alot that i ever reached before.GG.pemborosnya~50% guilty ,50% regret,200% excitement.Luckily,my mum and granny feel happy and satisfy with my present.

Here we go with the Friday photos.

Natural one,i like the most.

wew,we are young!!

YOng sui sui=)

I think its nice too.Josh is angle pro.

Mr.B said he likes his posing.Ain't you like it too??

J is just look photogenic in every photo.

bubble bubble belle

bubble take 2

normal one

p/s: last friday was a good night for me and my nv ren,even it was not at poppy.hahaha....

2009-09-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

back to cyber after 3 days of Raya holidays.

and i have to say,i miss everything in cyber.

there is too much waiting for me to update,yet final exam is coming real soon.

just feel reluctant to put everything aside and study....

gambateh to everyone....

mini project part 2

2009-09-15T23:36:00.001-07:00

A hectic week has just past halfly,done with infrared modem demonstration and presentation.I grade myself 4 out of 10.Anyway,i hope my lecturer will donate their generousity towards me and my partner.

Throughout 13 weeks we are being struggle about the project,and now when it comes to the end,i feel reluctantly of its curtain fall.From hesitated and doubted ,untill i messed up my project due to poor performance, I realized lacking of interest isnt a reason anymore.

Hereby,wanna send thousands of thanks and appreciation to my fren lengzai iceman and Ali,all of my coursemate,especially my partner sin yee,chung zai,wyn n yl,yinyin n tzewin,chenlong n koktong,yoonkint,lens n ck,sasa n hling,and alot who i duno their name.i know none of them is reading my blog.^^thanks for the generousiity and passion in helping me.

not forget to thanks B and simps,for encouraging me all the way it is.and mr.share source ,thanks alot.

Finally,thanks lecturer mr.bryan for praising our casing is nice .and starting from today,i wont scare of u anymore.As for ur earnest advise, i know u just want us to know how cruel is the real working society will be.....to be the survivor, we have to pay on it .

JUICY KISS for everyone.^^

*attaching me n sin yee's twin infrared MODEM with DIY casing

it looks like piggish nose.^^

love life

2009-09-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

用不着别人告诉，生命是应该被爱惜的。。。

如果要你与别人交换生命，你愿意吗？？

self reminder: love ur life....

Always online

2009-09-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

feel free to watch it^^

Kiss

2009-09-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

Its worth to take my 8 minutes on it.Nice soundtrack=)

2009-09-10T11:13:00.000-07:00

Thanks Mr.B,i know i couldn't live well without you.....
When the days pass by,your involvement in my life is getting larger.....
However,i just dislike myself to be that dependent on someone....
I worry if one day,when i comes to a situtation,i need to do everything on my own.......
How would i become???
AND my only wish is become hot mama in future.....

Girls like me just wan to have a life full of freedom and fun.
It ain't lovely .
It ain't cute.
and It ain't appreciated.
But its real me,a girl who simply want to have her own cability to make happiness....
Our life shouldn't have a constraint called bf rule!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ain't you agree with me?

2009-09-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

*PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID,

BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.*

a meaningful word that i grabbed from mail.Its time to make a self-questioning upon this.
self reminder: always be a caring person but not forget to be yourself too^^

瘦瘦的-Fish Leong

2009-09-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

在童话很远的世界
漂流完美是个多奢侈的念头
终于搜集够多的伤口
才懂八十分的幸福已足够

你让我感动是多过心动
踏实却比浪漫来得持久
朋友还在怀疑我的选择
而我不当仙女已经很久了

我的心现在瘦瘦的
很容易就饱了
为了抢快乐搞得不快乐
为什么人总那么傻呢

我的梦现在瘦瘦的
一下子就满了
你的爱或许不是最美的
你的手却很厚很念旧

如果一个人一辈子
只能分到一块叫做幸福的蛋糕
宁愿一小口很小口品尝味道
不想过瘾的一口吃掉

我懂得，但我还找不到你让我知足的理由。。。

选择继续游荡，寻找足够的八十分幸福。。。

Times pass us by...

2009-09-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

It was 4 of us during form 5.when we are 17.

4 years later

hearts u ya xiu mai.

Time really pass us by, we have grew up alot.It is something pleasant that our friendship has never been aging.Wishing us our bond will only be getting closer,not worst.Cheers.

PoppyGardens 4#

2009-09-06T03:29:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful friday night that everyone of us have lots fun.With the fun and laughter we made, my friday night ended up without regret.We should have this activity more.To flush our worries and problem off.Specially thanks to my gang,my nv ren and my biji. Hearts you all so much.

group pic

my clubbing partner,miss simps
another clubbing couple,teeli and liyin
see DM very cute!!alcohol effect.

my nv ren simps, me n DM^^

me and my wives.

Ghost's peeping

Puppy's peeping

Twins' peeping

What's that??

Finally,we've got a nice one after so so so long time.thanks and muacks my dear biji.

miss simps and missy 00

I jz cant stop to capture more with you ly!!

农夫 6wing

2009-09-06T02:42:00.001-07:00

Nothing can explain the reason i like this guy very much.jz simply falling for his funny look and great sense of humour.sometimes it is just purely depends on feeling!!!百分白感觉。6wing makes my feeling right^^hereby,i dedicated this song to myself.just wan to be happy everyday.

Spot the LOVEs

2009-09-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

Imagine one day when you are walking on the street,and you spotted there are lots of LOVE with you name sticking all at the way along your path.How sweet it is!=)

Love can be that romantic ,you just need to pay a little more effort than usual,yet it worth everything.

Babi babi

2009-09-02T10:17:00.000-07:00

Super duber thanks to lengzai koko for releasing such nice song to me after so so so long i requested it. dedicated this song to all my babies.=)

very very love this song, especially tonight when im cracking my head on assignments.It helps in relieving my stress for temporary.I imagine myself living in Korea and eating korean food everyday.=p i know its very silly!!

sigh.why do we need to have assignments and final exam???another stupid question!!!

September babies

2009-09-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

September is coming, Virgo babies pls be prepared to receive surprises=)
An ealier birthday wishes to all of them:-

-Jahnson Chong
-Dearie Sis
-DAnnY Chok my ji mui
-Tanning Orange
- Mickey mouse aka siao bear
-Bok zai
-My delcious xiu mai aka makkok
- DAi Lou Yeen Pang

Anyone i have forgot ?pls leave name in comment ^^

不该结束-南拳妈妈

2009-09-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的因为爱情也停止了

回忆在播放着在笑容里停格画面会永远留着

给多的是付出少给的不算输感情不需要胜负

我给了你全部你还是想结束我祝你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束付出多才会了解什么是幸福

快乐的开始祝福的结束快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

走到了末路还是会留下祝福我会牢牢记住

你给的全部的全部

dear B,i love you today...

爱情出走了2

2009-09-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

热恋中的两人,从相遇至相恋,有着彼此的星空总是美好的...

日子渐渐过去,毫无察觉之下,爱情它,悄悄出走了,来到爱的悬崖...

至此以后,天空温柔不再...

呼吸的空气, 载满了责备的剑,刺得满身是伤...

忘了什么是爱,忘了怎样地爱,更忘了呼吸爱...

天空,晴天不再...

彷徨着,冷酷地,继续走下去...

爱情它,再也不回来了...

因为有种感觉叫初恋,跟着时间飞逝,跳进爱情悬崖,一去不返...

等待青春无情地燃烧...

等待生命孤寂地走过...

来到了爱情的尽头,蓦然回首...

我学会,下一段爱情,该怎么前进...

但愿,岁月的痕迹,阻挡不了前进的勇气...

p/s: 被爱不一定是最幸福的,爱着一个人,才是最幸福...你,爱了吗??

Tuesday Lantern's night

2009-09-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

会玩乐器的男生特别帅，应该说，认真的人都特别好看。
这是普遍的说法，众所周知也。。。

今天出席archery club 's lantern night, 看了Juin & Xian Long 的演出，动人的声音，为晚上冷冷的气氛献上了温暖的气息。谢谢女人的安排，更谢谢两位才华横溢的男生。=）

也许,对于精通音乐与唱歌的朋友们, 我给的赞赏算是小事一幢.
但,对于音乐一窍不通的我,你们可是我心目中的音乐才子才女.

toothache

2009-08-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

今天，原本有好多东西要在此分享。但是，再也忍不住牙痛了。真的好痛苦T.T anyone can help me to knock the bad tooth down. im just very pain..............

my central incisor very pain,if the dentist is going to pull it off,i will become a ugly girl,T.T

The 13th Tale

2009-08-29T10:25:00.000-07:00

I have just finished reading this book today. Have been using almost 2 months to finish it.

When start reading a book, we always looking forward to finish it and know the finale.however,when we are getting nearer to the truth, we feel reluctant especially when the pages are getting lesser,untill the story came to the end,it realized me,the most interesting part of a story is not the end,but the story its own.

Same goes to life,some of us always wants to know what are we going to be in the end,but it doesnt fun at all if GOD let us know it earlier. GOd may wants us to find the way out on our own and live out the life,the life that belongs to ourselves.So ,i m asking myself while writing this post:"have i lived out my style of life???"The answer is :"I don't know. "

Anyway,i hope i can create more meaningful thing in my life and the life adventure book of mine will be an interesing book in future.Cheers.i hope you have one too^^

2009-08-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

First of all,selamat hari kebangsaan to all Malaysian. The only reason i love National day is, its a public HOLIDAY!!! er herm,am i not patriotism at all?? I know the answer is not important.^^

Anyway,i always like to watch PERTONAS-sponsored ads.Happy National Day to you~

2009-08-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

"I got a feeling , that tonight gonna be a good night ,that tonight gonna be a good night, that tonight gonna be a good good night,woo hoo~ "

This song is driving me and my nv ren crazy everytime the DJ playing it in the club.He always knows,everyone want to have a good night.and of course,PARTY everyday.To be frank,i jz love party,party everyday...

hey ppl,is tonight a good night for you? Saturday night,a night that everyone deserved having lots fun out there right???Well,dedicated this song to everyone and wishing you a good night everyday. XOXO.

mini project

2009-08-28T00:15:00.001-07:00

The above PCB printed circuit board with electronics components form a modem. I believe that completing the PCB had been screwing everyone of us at least one week.The next task that we are going to accomplish is enhancing the hardware in order to achieve more efficient and cost saving circuit.

OMG,the enhancement part is the most difficult thing in the project.It needs CREATIVITY badly.How am I able to be creative in creating and improving the MODEM in term of electronics and circuitry knowledge.My "lovely" & "handsome" lecturer,u are cracking our head on it.Anyway,lets bless that everyone of us are able to survive untill the final report submission day.Should i believe "out of difficulties,makes miracle"??people,lets see whats miracle i would make in the end.

Cheers to everyone taking mini project in this trimester.

p/s:is it possible to create a low cost bluetooth modem ?=p

online shopping

2009-08-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

Recently,the virus of H1N1 is crazily and cruelly spreading everywhere. Ans again,its time of online shopping plays its role. Staying at home and transferring money using cimbclicks, that's done with my shopping tasks.

Thanks to simps and biji for introducing me such great thing at the same time PTPTN ,my secret lover has banked in bunch of money to me.

I hate to admit that,I'm addicted to online shopping.Even I'm outdated,forgive me,frens,i will stick to the crew in the end,as long as my acc stll have money.hahaha...

hopefully i wont end up with bankruptcy before the trimester ends.

these two bags are just received by today,my 1st time receiving parcel.^^i hope these bags will last long.

http://dalmimi.blogspot.com/

2009-08-27T23:02:00.000-07:00

Specially dedicated my blog's name to my lovely Dalmation Mimi. =)